This makes Me happy!

OCTOBER

GUESS WHO'S BACK!!!!!

Thu 28	vs Phoenix      TNT	8:30pm
Sun 31	@ Oklahoma City  NBATV	5:00pm

and with that image comes......

YAY! Relief

Bow Wow puttin in his thoughts about racism

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

"Not Fair" by Shad Moss

Usually i always try to keep my mouth closed because the media tend to take my words and twist them up. I cannot go on no more with out speaking up. So i'm letting it out. People say racism does not exist anymore, Martin Luther resolved that problem. True to a certain extent, but what type of world do you think we live in? look around better yet i'll help you understand. The system say's we can sell cigs to 18 yr old kids (Which is killing them) but we can't wear our clothes the way WE want. Key word "Our" (African American style) its like they tryna take everything from us that we created when every one else follows what we do anyway. So your saying its ok to kill our kids of the future early by selling them that trash? analyze this, Lady Ga Ga wears the craziest clothes ever. I seen a pic of her walking through an airport with nothing on!! NOTHING! if you didn't know who she was you would have thought she was homeless but she doesn't get arrested. Now let that had been a black homeless lady barley clothed looking for a place for shelter police would have been surrounded by her and escorted her out. Again, Lindsay Lohan goes to jail, violated her terms gets thrown in jail, but gets right out in days. SNL is letting her now host (im sure to spoof her situation) but in reality its glorifying what she did. Wayne is in jail now over a gun that wasn't his nor could they prove it was. So why is Lil wayne there? hmmm....... think about that. Why is there a liquor store in every black community? I live in Both Miami and ATL. Let me tell you Gwinett county looks nothing like the south side or the city of ATL. We filmed "Lottery Ticket" in the projects in downtown ATL. Those apartments are now knocked down. They took away all public housing to move the inner city way out to shit they know they cant afford which leaves my people with no homes. They wanna know why we rob why kill each other why we fight over turf. They call us a menace to society, but thats because the system treats the inner city as if we don't exist. There are no library's, no malls (if so they are ran down with the worst stores) Landscaping sucks. Theres no hope. Plant opportunity's around us. Upgrade our schools, How can WE care if the world we live in don't. I have Rich friends that have never ben pass Turner field and never seen the hood before but listen to gucci mane and yo gotti all day. Raps they shit but has never seen that world they rap about. Why as a race are we still the victim. Vick goes to jail for dog fighting. Big ben (Quarterback for Steelers) had not 1 but like 2 Sexual assault cases on him he doesn't go to jail, instead the commissioner of the league gave him 6 week game suspension which was later reduced to like a 4 game suspension. You see... Same situations different kinds of people. All we want is for everything to be equal. Will there ever be peace? i guess when you die. I swear take the time to notice the little things that go on in the world. I can honestly say my 23 yrs on this earth, i have yet to see something that is fair from our system. GOD BLESS

Restless.....again

I realize I wrote and posted this a few weeks ago, but in the light of the recent events...its seems a little more surreal now...

I'm restless again...

.you've got that feeling creeping back in.

 I hate this feeling. Uncontrol of myself. 

You found the only crack in my armor

keep seeping yourself in 

only at the most convenient times

You come and go 

 I'm unsure of what to do

I swallowed my pride and gave you my soul

Oh how lucky you are, thats something I'd never generally do

I've got to get back on track. 

I was doin so good too. 

I really don't want to feel like I have to hide about this again. 

I need a release.

 The workouts aren't doing their jobs anymore. 

Drinking to forget instead of enjoyment. 

Writing has begun to bore me. 

Painting is hard with no thoughts or drive. 

I can't sleep. 

My skin is a mess from this stress.

The anxiety is back....yet again...

Constant torture-

-continuous thoughts of what I can't control or change-

-the waiting is unbearable.

 I just wish I was sure of what this wait was for.

My life is on pause. To be continued.

 Constant pressure.

 I wish something would come along to occupy me. 

Occupy and entertain my thoughts.

Nothing seems to work.

There must be a reason for this.

Fear of the future.

Forgiving the past.

Heavy on my shoulders.

I feel like someone is following me.

I shouldn't have to watch my back.

I know your ass is coming before I ever see you

I'm so completely sure this isn't normal.

I shouldn't feel like this.

My emotions are raging.

From one scale to the next.

Don't stand so close,

I might snap your neck.

It's not my fault

I cant control it.

I'm  a total reckless mess.

How is this possible 

I don't understand it.

It just isn't me to not be in control of it.

The pleasure and the pain inflicted over this.

I'm positive your part of my past.

Way back when,

before the brutality of this new world,

before the electronics, maybe before the shiny cars

before the slave hangings, before the oil on the shore.

I know you to well to not know that.

This is the only thing I am sure of.

Go back to your homeland

make a new life there

your to close for my comfort

you just cant stay here

I'll buy you a ticket 

rent you a boat

you torture me

go far the fuck away

so I can get back to being me

I didnt sell my soul to the devil

this shit don't seem fair

I could totally pretend

pretend I never met your ass

If only you didnt scream my name

making sure I never forget your ass.

No chance of that happening 

I can assure you of that.

You make my skin crawl

pupils dilate

nostrils flaring

my stomach gets upset

I break out in cold sweats

nerves start jumping

hands start shaking

Can't you see your unhealthy for me

I know you dont want to do that to me

I pretend you have the same symptoms

it makes me feel like we relate

Sometimes its not pretending

I can see it in your ......wait......

all that bobbin and weavin

and lookin over shoulders

the constant stares but so quick to look away

you damn well know I see you

the jittery hands and constant movement

the shine on your face

dilated pupils and ......

me knowing every move your going to make

go away 

 relieve me from my restlessness

keep your voice out of my armor

I dont want to wait until next Summer

I dont want to be your friend

not even your homey

dont even want to see you face

your not prepared for me

as much as I complain and wish you'd disappear

the only time my soul is alive is when you stand near me

so completely alive again, never thought that was possible

I'm aware of my life again 

my feelings have been numbed from a disastrous life

your job is done here.....

so when's the next flight

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Sent: Sep 14, 2010 12:46a

Everytime I see you I fall in a deeper hole, the way you make me feel is one in a million.

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Libra horoscope for Sep 5 2010 by DailyHoroscope (http://bit.ly/DHmobile)

A giant, nearly 65-carat emerald was recently found on an old family farm in rural North Carolina. Once the stone was cut and polished it was, of course, much smaller, but was still the largest emerald ever found in the United States. And not only was it large, its rich, deep green color was quite rare as well. In fact, with its impressive size and extraordinary quality, it was compared to the crown jewels that belonged to Catherine the Great. You may soon discover something truly wonderful and astonishing where you would least expect it, if only you are willing to keep your eyes open and expect the unexpected.
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